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Spiral's End: Hepatitis C & Me

Smith, Jared Bryan
A searingly honest memoir of addiction, sobriety and a battle with Hepatitis C with no health insurance. Smith chronicles his journey through interferon treatment — a story of survival, faith and a second chance at life. Published by Books for Free, LLC.

Why this book matters

A man checks into a psychiatric crisis center carrying three rocks from his driveway, convinced he's a CIA psychic agent — and that's just the beginning of Jared Bryan Smith's extraordinary memoir of addiction and survival.

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Smith, Jared Bryan · Moon Rocks in the Loony Bin
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The first time I was checked into the loony bin, I was carrying three rocks. In my deluded mind that July in 2006, they were a moon rock, a space rock and an earth rock, the latter I was certain was also an ancient arrowhead. I’d found them all in my gravel…

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Character Guide

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Narrator (the author)
An unnamed first-person narrator whose life spirals through drinking, drug use, and grandiose CIA-related delusions; early in the book he is a salesman/recruiter drifting between jobs, relationships, and benders.
Caroline
The narrator's girlfriend during his worst psychotic episodes, present for the Ritz-Carlton, Mountain Park, and 'robot' delusions; she initially gets pulled into believing some of his conspiracy theories.
Gwen Evere
The narrator's wife/partner, involved with him in pill schemes and hospital cons; their relationship is marked by chaos, fighting, and shared substance abuse.
Corey
A close friend and sometime business partner who houses the narrator, gets dragged into his antics, and eventually kicks him out after a betrayal.
Stewart Black
An investor/business associate who advances the narrator money and later bluntly calls him a thief, offering one of the few clear-eyed assessments of his behavior.
Brian Huff
The narrator's boss at CV Confidential who initially trusts him with major placements but eventually fires him after he disappears on a bender, telling him to go to AA.
Dan Jones
The narrator's stepdad, who stayed with his mother through her illness; his post-funeral dating becomes a source of family resentment.
The narrator's mother
Introduced as dying of cancer; her illness and eventual death are a major emotional weight on the narrator early in the book.
Trevor (Complete Abandon (group name))
A figure connected to early recovery meetings the narrator attends while detoxing and spiraling with paranoid, hell-fixated thoughts.
David, Lauren, and Trent
Friends who join the narrator on a chaotic, drug-fueled road trip that ends in a car-window-smashing meltdown.
Faust
A drug supplier/friend who fronts the narrator LSD, involved in one of his hallucination-heavy escapades in Alpharetta.
Mooney
A friend who enthusiastically buys into the narrator's grandiose delusions and business schemes during a wild hotel stay.

Glossary

The Big Book
The foundational text of Alcoholics Anonymous, quoted directly in the book for its 'Ninth Step Promises' about the rewards of sobriety.
Ninth Step / Fifth Step
Steps in the AA Twelve-Step program; the Fifth Step involves confessing one's wrongs, referenced as a turning point in the narrator's recovery.
The rooms
AA slang for meetings and the recovery community itself.
Sponsor
An AA term (implied throughout) for a mentor figure who guides a newcomer through the Twelve Steps.
Narc
Slang for an informant to police; being labeled a 'narc' as a teen isolates the narrator from his old drug-using friends.
Gwen Evere script/package
The narrator's invented term for a con routine used to manipulate hospital staff into prescribing opioids like Dilaudid or morphine.
Consumers
A clinical term for psychiatric patients that the delusional narrator misreads as sinister proof of a conspiracy.
Debriefed / debriefing
Military/intelligence jargon the narrator delusionally believes applies to his own hospitalization, imagining he's being interrogated by secret agents.
Family
Ironic term used for the loose network of fellow addicts and hippie-adjacent acquaintances in Little Five Points who enable the narrator's drug use.
Bender
A prolonged period of continuous heavy drinking or drug use, used throughout to describe the narrator's relapses.

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Table of contents

  1. Moon Rocks in the Loony BinFree
  2. The Long Road ThereFree
  3. Childhood with My FatherFree
  4. Obsessing About SexFree
  5. First ArrestFree
  6. Roswell's FinestFree
  7. Independence High and Felix the CatFree
  8. Road Trip, the Dead, and Billy ClubsFree
  9. New Orleans and Computer CityFree
  10. OmensFree
  11. Not a Good Business PlanFree
  12. Roswell's Finest Yet AgainFree
  13. Mom's FuneralFree
  14. Fired AgainFree
  15. Ordered to ChattanoogaFree
  16. Family Plots and CIA BanjeeFree
  17. Taking a StandFree
  18. Working the StepsFree
  19. The Third Step PrayerFree
  20. Epilogue: Living Amends to my MomFree

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